Yesterday night with brother was awesome.
We had bbq, fun, drinking, H2H & more.
There's one reason why I don't really encourage myself to drink alchol.
I'll tend to spout nonsenses, say stuffs without going through my mind.
Even my brain was totally clear last night, I couldn't stop what i'm doing.
But the best is, I can finally speak what I wanted to long ago..
It doesn't matter the outcome was even a success or not,
cause girl, I lost you once, twice & I'm not even going to let you suffer the third time.
I love so I care, i care so I shouldn't.. You told me " Live life like how it was before. "
My was living my life with you before, It's not easy anymore..
Sorry, I know I should've been a bastard & let you forget me easily.
But things don't always go on plan, sometimes i get out of hands.
I shouldn't had talked to you last night, sorry sorry sorry.
causes you so much worried, trouble & stuff, sorry girl.
But I told myself, I ain't going to be together with you anymore.
Cause I'm someone who never gonna worth you, your tears & your heart.
Move on, as life goes on. I'll always be here, as you told me You're here with me last night.
I know you're still holding on, but I don't know anymore girl..